I just needed to put this somewhere other than my head for a while. There will be posts not dedicated to wangst! Just... not quite yet.
( I'm getting a headstart on the mental health/body image issues this year... #overachiever :-/ )
(and two weeks, two weeks until I go back to Kingston for Don Training and then it will be September and I will be insured and I will finally be able to talk about this to someone who at least gets paid to put up with my shit)