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Oct. 11th, 2013 12:08 amthank you josh ramsay for producing songs like Low and No Place Like Home so at least I have a nice soundtrack when i cut myself
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Jul. 14th, 2013 11:02 pmAfter realizing Josh Ramsay wrote his songs about going through depression and heroin addiction and an ED, I am just so sad. I do enjoy the music, I do, but it hurts to hear him sing about these things.
It is so painful and I've never felt this way about music before, and MT isn't even my favourite band but it hurts hurts hurts and yet I can't stop listening. I want to crawl inside the music and be swallowed by the pain and the anger and the desperation and fear because that is what's inside me now.
I wish I could cry, but the meds aren't letting me.
It is so painful and I've never felt this way about music before, and MT isn't even my favourite band but it hurts hurts hurts and yet I can't stop listening. I want to crawl inside the music and be swallowed by the pain and the anger and the desperation and fear because that is what's inside me now.
I wish I could cry, but the meds aren't letting me.
