bitchy_merlin | S3 finale initial reaction post

In between baking, cleaning the house and preparing for the arrival of the Cousins, I'm watching the SPN finale. I'm 9 min and 55 seconds in and HOMG SAM AND RUBY AL;KSDJFA;LSDKFLA;S SO GOOD.

SO GOOD.

just thought i'd put that out there. Dude, never thought I'd say this, but I actually like Ruby in this one.

AHA, ETA: DEANNNNN SAMMMMM OH MY GOD, BOYSS WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELVES?
And Sam with the desperation and Dean with the "Why are you doing this to me, kid?" al;dkhfasdhkfkasj LOVE!

"Sammy, all I'm sayin' is that you're my weak spot." *EPIC FLAIL* AAHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA DEAN! It's so - I mean - they both - *explodes*

THIS SCENE! HELL, THIS EP! OH. MY. GOD. *flaps around, teary-eyed* I'm sorry this is not a very comprehensible post but I can't and they just! Them! You know!
Awwwww! Dean, you and your rehearsed speech!

al;sdfhasldk;fjas OHMYGOD LILITH! HER FAMILY, OH MY GOD! THAT GIRL AND LILITH JESUS H CHRIST. AND- AND THE BLOOD AND FRECKLES AND EEK! And the grandpa with the HELP US and the "She's my baby girl --" "Not anymore." Ulp. SO EXCITING.

Broken!Impala?! Nooooooo! Arrgh, this is so The End for SamnDean isn't it? First with the fighting and then the Lilith!hunting and now the Metallicar is dying? I DON'T THINK I CAN TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS. The Constantly Impending Doom (tm) is getting to me.

WHAT?! BOBBY BROKE THE CAR? THE HELL, BOBBY! Aha, but I love how Sam and Dean just look at him and they get out of the car like yep, we tried, Bobby's gonna give us hell. Oh boys. So whipped. It's ok, Bobby has that effect on people.

"Do I look like a ditchable prom date to you?" LOL oh Bobby, you win.

But Dean wins even more! "Nonononono. If this is my last day on earth... I do not want it to be socially awkward." AHAHAHA DEAN FTW.

But then the singing. Jesus fuck, why the singing? Seriously?

*Splutter* I hate to be laughing now, but LOL Dean "Take care of my wheels." Some things never change.

BUT YE GODS SAM YOU KILL ME DEAD. OH THE ANGST! AND THE MAN!TEARS. dean, your man!tears fill me with JOY because you're so FUNNY when you angst.

HAUGH WTF IS WITH LILITH-IN-RUBY DAMMIT? ahh fuck, no, DEAN! AND the SAM!TEARS!

And then Sammy and lip biting and DEAN BEING DEAD/IN HELL AND ALL, AND OH NOES, SAMMMMY!

AND THEN DEAN WITH THE "SAM!" AND
unf.
Dead.
the intense killed me.

WHEN DOES SEASON FOUR COME OUT? I AM DESPERATE (and it hasn't even been five minutes yet, oh gods).