Jim Sturgess better be right
Dec. 5th, 2007 10:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bitchy_merlinStupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, STUPID fucking angioplasty, stupid fucking clogged stent, stupid fucking this for happening now -- hell, for even happening at all! Don't get me wrong, I know I should be grateful that he's alive, and I am, I am totally and completely thankful for that, but I just can't fucking help it. I thought everything was going to be ok in March; I thought everything was going to be ok in June; and now they have to fix something else, and I can't help scaring myself shitless, because of stuff I don't even want to think what if this is it?
NO. Don't be like that. It's only clogged, they're going to blast the gunk out, and it'll be ok. It. Will. Be. Fine.
(it has to be; I don't know what I'll do if it's not)
God, and it's such a small thing, too -- such an insignificant thing. I'm sure doctors do this stuff all the time, yet here I am, freaking out. I'm really no good at coping with this, am I?
NO. Don't be like that. It's only clogged, they're going to blast the gunk out, and it'll be ok. It. Will. Be. Fine.
(it has to be; I don't know what I'll do if it's not)
God, and it's such a small thing, too -- such an insignificant thing. I'm sure doctors do this stuff all the time, yet here I am, freaking out. I'm really no good at coping with this, am I?
