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Aug. 2nd, 2007 11:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bitchy_merlinI've traced it all back through my journal entries, and I can now say pretty much decisively that March 6, 2006 was the day I began to question my sexual orientation, and my feelings towards SL.
Interesting.
It's been a year and... well, quite honestly, I think I'm a lot farther than where I was when this started. For one thing, I've moved on from SL. For another, I don't know what I am, but I'm okay with that. I accept that there are many different possibilities, and I believe I am mature enough to handle whomever I am.
And I think it has changed me. For the better, I guess. I've found a cause to get behind (gay rights), and I certainly have a story to tell, should I ever want to.
I'm not saying I'm over this whole issue thing; I'm just saying that maybe... maybe it will sort itself out. Maybe Time will tell.
I am glad it happend, though. If I had never had cause to question my sexuality, I might have remained a stuck-up bigot for the rest of my life. Anyway, it was life-shaping (well, insofar as I have lived life) and I'm glad to have discovered more about myself as seen by me. Without it, I would never have met all those people on LJ who are out and proud, or who are going through exactly what I am. I'm just glad about how it's shaped my life, and my outlook on life.
Interesting.
It's been a year and... well, quite honestly, I think I'm a lot farther than where I was when this started. For one thing, I've moved on from SL. For another, I don't know what I am, but I'm okay with that. I accept that there are many different possibilities, and I believe I am mature enough to handle whomever I am.
And I think it has changed me. For the better, I guess. I've found a cause to get behind (gay rights), and I certainly have a story to tell, should I ever want to.
I'm not saying I'm over this whole issue thing; I'm just saying that maybe... maybe it will sort itself out. Maybe Time will tell.
I am glad it happend, though. If I had never had cause to question my sexuality, I might have remained a stuck-up bigot for the rest of my life. Anyway, it was life-shaping (well, insofar as I have lived life) and I'm glad to have discovered more about myself as seen by me. Without it, I would never have met all those people on LJ who are out and proud, or who are going through exactly what I am. I'm just glad about how it's shaped my life, and my outlook on life.
In the words of Mako: "It's a long, long way to Ba Sing Se, but the girls in the city, they look so pretty...."
