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Apr. 22nd, 2011 05:04 pmThis post probably involves some tmi.
Days left in Kingston: 7
Number of exams left: 4
I have chilled with Kim and Frank, I have gotten out of the house for a bit, and I am in the middle of studying German. The wether is lovely out, I got some free coffee from Starbucks, and yet I can't help feeling intensely depressed right now (and nauseous; obviously Starbucks scones and I were never meant to be). I have no idea why I'm feeling like this, and I wish I could just make my brain STFU already because arrrgh, you know? And although I would happily give at least a lung and a kidney to be home right now, I can't help but stress over that too. I'm scared of gaining weight over the summer, which, WTF that would probably be a good thing. I can see my ribs in the mirror, and I haven't had my period in three months. But my parents ccomplemented me last time i saw them, so i dont know what to thnk. And of course today being good Friday, the health clinic is closed, so I can't book an appointment with anyone to tell me I'm overreacting. Real life: I fail really hard at it. :/
Tl;dr: hormones suck, exams suck, I cannot wait for next Friday.
Days left in Kingston: 7
Number of exams left: 4
I have chilled with Kim and Frank, I have gotten out of the house for a bit, and I am in the middle of studying German. The wether is lovely out, I got some free coffee from Starbucks, and yet I can't help feeling intensely depressed right now (and nauseous; obviously Starbucks scones and I were never meant to be). I have no idea why I'm feeling like this, and I wish I could just make my brain STFU already because arrrgh, you know? And although I would happily give at least a lung and a kidney to be home right now, I can't help but stress over that too. I'm scared of gaining weight over the summer, which, WTF that would probably be a good thing. I can see my ribs in the mirror, and I haven't had my period in three months. But my parents ccomplemented me last time i saw them, so i dont know what to thnk. And of course today being good Friday, the health clinic is closed, so I can't book an appointment with anyone to tell me I'm overreacting. Real life: I fail really hard at it. :/
Tl;dr: hormones suck, exams suck, I cannot wait for next Friday.