2013-05-22 11:44 pm

Q: How do you feel? A: I don't.

trigger warning: mental health; tw: mentions of self-harm; tw: whoops i'm whining )

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And, you know, most of my life for the past month has been like that above, a whole bunch of nothing. But then there are the small things, little things in the bigger picture, that I refuse to let go of mentally because they're pinpricks of light through the fog. Random, weird, angry moments. Things that confuse me.

cut for TMI thanks to my hormonal imagination )
2011-08-12 12:48 pm
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2011-04-25 08:57 pm

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Exams: 3/5*

Dear body:

WHAT WHAT WHAT ARE YOU DOING. Stop dying on me! Exams aren't done yet, you cannot keep collapsing all over the place halfway through the day. I require the ability to complete sentences until Thursday at 5pm! I have to study like a mofo for French and Biopsyc, and that is dependent upon your ability to continuously maintain adequate muscle tension and to actually concentrate for more than 30 seconds at a time! This zoning out business has got to stop.

No love,
Sarah

a;sdlfjasdklf I am going to fail all the things. I am panicking now, but I cannot concentrate enough to study, which is new and unsettling. Thoughts start forming in my mind and then before I can complete them, they get obscured by white noise. So dumb.

As long as I can make it til Thursday, all will be forgiven.

*Exams I have a shot at passing: 0/5
2011-02-14 03:30 pm
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The boy sitting directly across from me in the library is CUTE! Why am I incapable of normal human conversation?! Arrgh!

ETA: PROBABLY THE MOST HILARIOUS THING EVER if you're into BBC!Sherlock
2011-01-25 11:01 pm
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Hooray, today is OVER! :D And despite not going to the gym, I have been relatively productive!

- bought bus tickets for the weekend Achieved!
- german homework Finished!
- Research Methods in Psych readings Attempted! So it counts! (Most USELESS READINGS OF LIFE, OK?)
- taken out garbage/recycling Like a boss!
- called Oma Got reprimanded for my terrible German grammar!
- Biopsych readings CONQUERED! *fanfare*

+ Stopped snacking before 9:00
+ Finished all work before 11:00
DOUBLE BONUS POINTS!!

...And now that we have established that my life is actually the most boring thing in existence, I'm off to read MOAR SHERLOCK FIC~ *fangirly joyyyy*
2010-07-05 08:05 pm

I went running.



Uh, in other news, the weekend was good. I start at COBS tomorrow, so that should be... interesting.

Read more... )
2010-04-17 02:13 pm

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Uhhhgggghhh, this day.

Iboring stuff is boring. )
2010-02-17 04:38 pm
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T-3 DAYS

HURRAH TODAY IS OVER.

I am totally going to ignore the fact that I mostly likely just received a failing grade on the HLTH102 assignment worth 20% of my mark. Ditto with that French midterm of epic doom (parte the first) and the Linguistics thing. BECAUSE IT IS OVER and I can angst about it when we actually get our marks back.

IN AWESOMETASTIC NEWS, READING WEEK TOTALLY STARTS ON FRIDAY HOLY SHIT YESPLZ. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD (Oh, fuck, job hunting)

DEAR [livejournal.com profile] moonangelchan : I AM EXCITED FOR YOUUUUUUUUU   ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ <-- 19

Also, food. That's pretty exciting. :p

THE OLYMPICS ARE ALSO EXCITING. I AM GOING TO WATCH THEM NOW, HELL YEAH. *fistpump*
2009-11-25 07:43 pm
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It's not lupus

It's bronchitis. OTL
2009-01-04 10:07 pm
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Today I:

1) hung out at C's; played DDR and Guitar Hero, both of which would be awesome games to play while drunk.
2) got no work done
3) decided I want to see The Soloist when it comes out just so I can slash RDJ/Jamie Foxx. Beware. My slash goggles know no bounds.

Pretty awesome holiday, all in all. ;-)
Hope everyone else's was just as good!
2008-11-15 08:23 pm
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2008-11-09 06:26 pm
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