I'm here. I swear.
Jan. 10th, 2013 10:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Mainlining music like it's a drug.
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone, now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them
all I hoped would be
impossible
- Impossible, Shontelle (James Arthur cover)
***
Things I need to remember:
- first semester as a Don
- Ben's postcard
- getting hugged by Marc before I left Harkness for the holidays
- my sassy, fabulous kitchenmates
- being nice to Sam
- helping him resort his reprinted experimental materials
- (and not asking for help when I had to redo mine)
- covering his January shifts
- Raya hugged me before the holidays
- people are not the enemy
I was human once!
***
Things just pain I can't do this any of it fat FAT fat failure pain
hurt
I am ruining my life.
Shout it from the rooftops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone, now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them
all I hoped would be
impossible
- Impossible, Shontelle (James Arthur cover)
***
Things I need to remember:
- first semester as a Don
- Ben's postcard
- getting hugged by Marc before I left Harkness for the holidays
- my sassy, fabulous kitchenmates
- being nice to Sam
- helping him resort his reprinted experimental materials
- (and not asking for help when I had to redo mine)
- covering his January shifts
- Raya hugged me before the holidays
- people are not the enemy
I was human once!
***
Things just pain I can't do this any of it fat FAT fat failure pain
hurt
I am ruining my life.