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i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry

i'm so fucking sorry i exist i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry trust me, if i had my way, i wouldn't be here i'm so sorry i'm sorry god i just want to be brave enough to kill myself okay so i can stop wasting everyone's time and energy and fuck i just want to fucking die nothing's ever gonna come of my existence anyway

i'm just so fucking tired and so fucking miserable and i'm so, so sorry that i feel like this, and i'm so sorry that i keep posting about this shit because even i don't want to read about it but i need to put the thoughts somewhere and god i just want this to be over i want to be dead

i want the courage to be dead