Entries tagged with eating disorders

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Q: How do you feel? A: I don't.

( trigger warning: mental health; tw: mentions of self-harm; tw: whoops i'm whining )

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And, you know, most of my life for the past month has been like that above, a whole bunch of nothing. But then there are the small things, little things in the bigger picture, that I refuse to let go of mentally because they're pinpricks of light through the fog. Random, weird, angry moments. Things that confuse me.

( cut for TMI thanks to my hormonal imagination )

Entry tags:

angst,
baww cry moar,
complaints,
depression,
do not want,
eating disorders,
emo,
emotions,
fail,
food,
fuck my life,
hcds,
health,
help,
help my hormones,
i am a douche,
i want to kick myself in the face,
i wish my brain would just shut up alrea,
stupid sarah,
this post is pretty boring,
ugh,
university

Raw Words

I just needed to put this somewhere other than my head for a while. There will be posts not dedicated to wangst! Just... not quite yet.

( I'm getting a headstart on the mental health/body image issues this year... #overachiever :-/ )

(and two weeks, two weeks until I go back to Kingston for Don Training and then it will be September and I will be insured and I will finally be able to talk about this to someone who at least gets paid to put up with my shit)

Current Mood: busy
Current Location: the floor of my room

Entry tags:

%uh,
about me,
albertine agnesplein,
and now i'm cool,
angst,
anorexia,
beautiful people,
being a teenager,
complaints,
conversations,
do not want,
eating disorders,
exchange,
food,
friends,
fuck my life,
groningen,
i am so whelmed,
i r smrt,
important people?,
life,
orange kitchen,
people in general and some in particular,
racism,
stupid sarah,
things people never tell you,
this isn't reality

things! and other things!

( cut for random bits of my life. mostly gossip about rl friends, intelligible to no-one but me )