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bitchy_merlin) wrote2011-03-17 10:55 am
bitchy_merlin) wrote2011-03-17 10:55 am
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I am vacillating between hey, this is just a normal day, I can do this and ohmygod so many people are drunk and everyone I know will be getting drunk and DO NOT WANT DO NOT WANT DO NOT WANT.
Sometimes, I feel like party behaviour is this giant, invisible bully because hearing Everyone Else getting sloshed at 10:42 am makes me feel awful about myself, sitting in my room at my computer. WHAT IS THAT, EVEN? This is when I miss Toronto something fierce, because at least there I know people who don't consider going to bed at 11pm a moral flaw.
UGH I wish I knew more people who believed in moderation. Or plans that didn't involve hiding in my room tonight, IDK.
Sometimes, I feel like party behaviour is this giant, invisible bully because hearing Everyone Else getting sloshed at 10:42 am makes me feel awful about myself, sitting in my room at my computer. WHAT IS THAT, EVEN? This is when I miss Toronto something fierce, because at least there I know people who don't consider going to bed at 11pm a moral flaw.
UGH I wish I knew more people who believed in moderation. Or plans that didn't involve hiding in my room tonight, IDK.