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bitchy_merlin) wrote2010-04-17 02:13 pm
bitchy_merlin) wrote2010-04-17 02:13 pm
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Uhhhgggghhh, this day.
I'm supposed to be leaving for downtown in about fifteen minutes to run errands (like buying allergy meds SO I CAN BREATHE WTF) and meet up with Kim & Kim's friends for the purpose of hanging out and Having Good Tiemz. In order to do this, I should have by now: showered, shaved, gotten dressed nattily, eaten lunch, etc. etc. ad nauseam quite literally.
What I've actually done: achieved sweatpants!; called my Oma; decided that I don't want to even look at food for a good while. Yuck.
I am considering Not Chilling. I mean, I budgeted my study schedule for Chill Time, so really that's just a bonus. If I cancel, I'm going to feel pretty bad about it (because I think every other sentence I said to Aaron on Thursday was "Whoohooo Saturdayyyy!!! XD"), but ugh, I don't even think I can handle food right now, let alone people. Whom I don't know and would have to make nice to. I feel like such a flake. Gaahhh. (I'm not this anti-social all the time, I swear.)
And if I go, Aaron's going to be there, and we're going to have to do the endless teenage dance of "I think we'd both like to kiss, but there's no way in hell I'm saying it first". Which is, you know, nice and all, but really all I feel up to today is halfheartedly getting through another chapter of french before curling up with my laptop and the Jot-Notes-of-Stuff I have neglected in favour of psyc.
(shit, I was supposed to leave like fifteen minutes ago...)
I'm supposed to be leaving for downtown in about fifteen minutes to run errands (like buying allergy meds SO I CAN BREATHE WTF) and meet up with Kim & Kim's friends for the purpose of hanging out and Having Good Tiemz. In order to do this, I should have by now: showered, shaved, gotten dressed nattily, eaten lunch, etc. etc. ad nauseam quite literally.
What I've actually done: achieved sweatpants!; called my Oma; decided that I don't want to even look at food for a good while. Yuck.
I am considering Not Chilling. I mean, I budgeted my study schedule for Chill Time, so really that's just a bonus. If I cancel, I'm going to feel pretty bad about it (because I think every other sentence I said to Aaron on Thursday was "Whoohooo Saturdayyyy!!! XD"), but ugh, I don't even think I can handle food right now, let alone people. Whom I don't know and would have to make nice to. I feel like such a flake. Gaahhh. (I'm not this anti-social all the time, I swear.)
And if I go, Aaron's going to be there, and we're going to have to do the endless teenage dance of "I think we'd both like to kiss, but there's no way in hell I'm saying it first". Which is, you know, nice and all, but really all I feel up to today is halfheartedly getting through another chapter of french before curling up with my laptop and the Jot-Notes-of-Stuff I have neglected in favour of psyc.
(shit, I was supposed to leave like fifteen minutes ago...)