What's that, you say? The first weekend back on campus, you say? Too many self-destructive feelings right now, you say?

I have razorblades in my room? Okay.

...

I definitely did not mean to do that. OOPS.
(But after all this, what's one more scar?)

Raw Words

Jul. 31st, 2012 04:29 am

I just needed to put this somewhere other than my head for a while. There will be posts not dedicated to wangst! Just... not quite yet.

I'm getting a headstart on the mental health/body image issues this year... #overachiever :-/ )

(and two weeks, two weeks until I go back to Kingston for Don Training and then it will be September and I will be insured and I will finally be able to talk about this to someone who at least gets paid to put up with my shit)


SELF-IMPOSED 24-HOUR INTERNET* BAN STARTS AT 9:30PM THURSDAY, MARCH 31ST. Because I cannot afford to let my marks slip at all this term, and I have just spent two hours doing nothing when I should have had the second paragraph of my essay written, and I feel like scum.

*Exceptions: checking email in class is fine, because Friday's lecture is just Dr. B's Really Fascinating Life History (aka not something I need to worry about for the final). Also, anything related to research for my lab report/said essay. BUT THAT'S IT.
Well, that was an eventful weekend! Not all in good ways, unfortunately, but c'est la vie. To be fair, everything but the ending was fantastic.

#OHDEER )

I'm trying really hard not to freak out about things, but I had my day planned out today, and I'm really fucking pissed at the money, and I feel awful cause all I've done this weekend is eat like a fucking pig and just. Fuck.

But for the most part, the weekend was awesome, and it was really nice to see Fatima and meet her housemates and everything. So. I'm glad I got to go.

***

ETA: I am back from work, and semi-caught up with my study schedule. It'll have to do.

ETA2: OH FUCK ME SIDEWAYS, I JUST REALIZED I STILL HAVE NOWHERE TO LIVE NEXT YEAR A;SDLFKA;SK FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ok that's it, kicking myself off the internet before I actually go crazy.

owfuck

Apr. 17th, 2010 08:53 pm
Oh my God, ow.

Note to Self: Next time your body is being all wonky and telling you "Hmm, maybe you should just stay in"... LISTEN!! Jesus fuck, I hate stomach cramps with a burning passion. Haven't collapsed yet, but ugh, today is such a write-off.

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